free write

IM SO GLAD THAT IM DONE WITH  THESE BLOGS ! The school year has finally come to an end . Its unbelievable  Ms. Hegaman has on pupil path that I did not do both blogs but I did . So just in case I did not im  doing it now. These things are soooooooo annoying but its a way to let  out what im feeling i guess . I'm sort of stressed just fgor the simple fact that i was given plato Thursday its do Friday . My chemistry project is due tomorrow night . And my regents is Tuesday. If these don't get finished I WILL NOT GRADUATE . I refuse to let that happen I gave to much effort and money to let that eve be an option.

passion

well im passionate about moving on to bigger an better things. The other day i made a promise to myself that I would do anything to keep myself happy and reach my lifetime goal. My lifetime goal is to be  successful  and make it in life I would love to have a career that I enjoy. I cant really say what that might be yet because who knows where I am headed. When I go to college I would like to study criminal justice. This fall I will be attending Onondaga . I am willing to get my associates degree and transfer . And no i don't know where I will be  going. I will figure out shortly . I am determined to do what ever it takes necessary. I am my moms second child but the first one to go away to college . I know she is rooting for me and you probably are too but to my senior class goodluck  i wish you all the best.

Free write (schools almost over)

Schools almost over its bittersweet , no longer being able to walk these hallways and stepping onto a campus coming home from school - sleepless nights and preparing for seminars. Its all pretty exciting but i honestly dont know whats coming next. Everyone has expectations and goals for their life I honestly feel like this is the moment to live your life and prepare for the future. We are no longer kids nor will we be told what to do everything is changing.The world is changing and time is going . I dont know lol im just really excited . Although its almost over i will miss all the great memories with my class and all the situations that helped bring us across the stage on june,25

Free choice Change/Reality

Dealing with changes is challenging. Especially in our teen years when it seems like changes are unending. Sometimes, we fight to hold on to what we were while, at the very same time, we fight to let go of what we were. That said, change shouldn't be feared. Changes are a beneficial, healthy part of growing up. You might lose something good in the process, but you will most likely gain something even better. People, places, and feelings always change so don't resist it. Embrace change, and life will always offer you something new, different, and interesting.




She's beautiful, she's pretty
She's really such a sight
Nobody can see by her appearance
She's really not alright

She's laughing, she's smiling
She really does seem happy
But in her room all alone
She feels nothing but crappy

She's popular, she's smart
She's your "go-to girl"
But nobody notices that
She's in a downward swirl

She's alone, she's scared
She really wants to do it
She took the pills, she's on the floor
She'll be gone in just a bit

She's gone, she's dead
She really took her life
Nobody ever saw it coming because
She always said, "I'm fine"

Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/mask-of-lies-reality#ixzz3ZrpKFvBS
Family Friend Poems

So this poem relates to some people in school and outside and i want them to know everything is alright

CRR (mS TOMLIN)

So in Ms. Tomlin class we are doing 2 projects. In one of my projects I am married with no kids. I live downtown and my job is 9 minutes away from my home. So i don't need transportation. During  the winter I  would most likely get in a cab. My occupation for this job is basically a social worker. Lets just say I change lives everyday. My credit score is 820 and my partners is 840 . Since  mine was the lowest we had to stick with mine we both make great incomes. I make about $50,000 and she makes about $45,000 a year . In my other project we are doing stocks  my group invest in apple,amazon,dun-kin donuts Nike and a few others. We chose these stocks because these are the hottest things going right now. I enjoy having projects because we wont get homework or quizzes. Plus having projects ensures that we have to come to school . This is good because its the end of the year and this is wear everyone starts to slack off. Im glad we no longer have hand written work it gives us more time to focus on the college stuff.

ssR - pAIN

SO I am in a lot of pain. Some off you may know some of you may not. Its still this math class getting on my nerve and lots of things that's in school pertaining to clowns, So at this point writing is my only outlet I feel as people don't understand the concept of loyalty and betrayal. I am sick of people betraying me and lying to themselves. Its to the point where i don't get mad or even have emotion about things. At this point is about graduating and moving forward with my life after 5 weeks I will never have to deal with the funny business or be involved in peoples life. So the pain comes from holding myself and not reacting to situations that can change lots of lives I have learned my lesson and learn who is down and who is not loyalty doesn't mean a lot nowadays

English class

So in English we are  reading . I don't know whether to call it a play or not but yeah. Its not hard but it is confusing . There is like a love square going on. The fairies from my perspective make everything  worse .We have this guy called WT  when he comes we do exercises that may help us understand  the words and actions in the book . Doing those exercises brings our class together in a way because we get to interact with each other . Period 3 is a funny class we always are laughing and we get whatever needs to be done accomplished with WT. Having him  in class is a better thing for everyone less stress for Ms. Hegeman ,less chatter in the class and most of all we do us #classof2015. Hopefully you like this post and agree if not then oh well  

CRR ( math again)

So lately its been kicking in .Its time for another report card . Well guess who thinks they failed math again? That would be me lol. At this point I am going to do everything in my power to understand this math,. Failing is not an option . I worked to hard for everything  and every other class .So for me not to pass or walk across that stage is unexceptionable. I make a vow to my -self  that I will try harder and I will do any and everything to pass this class. I truly hate math its something that I do not get . If its not the money I wont understand  lol Just joking but as I told you guys before this subject is so hard for me . This time I have more of a positive a perspective  and  I  am pushing my personal aside and striving for the best . Wish me luck !!

Passion(LETTING GO)

Being able to let go is hard and easy at the same time .Letting go can lead you in a peaceful place where u are guaranteed no worries just a fresh new beginning. Its a place with fresh air ,smiles,thoughts and knowing you will be okay .Through 9-12 grade i have experienced 4 deaths ,loss of friendships ,state of mind but those things i let go of because keeping them with me only holds me down. Nobody has ever won a race looking backwards or holding someones hand its a phase we all will get to we will all overcome our struggles by letting them go no matter how long it may take. Letting go is a process and from each thing u let go of u will find a reason and a great lesson learned .So i let go of all negativity and im getting back to my ways im feeling good hopefully this helped somebody whether i like you or not. Good luck to all

free choice (graduating)

graduating is truly a challenge because i already have senior itis and  i got comfortable to quickly i started slacking staying home from school or just not doing anything.  What makes it more difficult is knowing that the real world is here waiting for us once we walk off the stage we are no longer having our hands held . What we do is up to us .. I mean i feel im ready but being so young I have no choice regardless. I found ways of helping  myself get across the stage such as staying humble when i am upset or cant get my way .Actually trying to improve my work to standards that i know i can meet and staying positive through it all letting everything go .Working on my relationships with teachers and remembering  that i am not the only one with strong opinions . Doing those things will keep everything running smoothly and guarantee me walking across that stage

CRR

In class  we have been reading stories and doing Socratic seminars . I find it annoying but yet helpful .Its annoying because no one wants to do that work and sit in groups every other day there's also numerous limitations when we do them.They are helpful because we get to see what other people think, how they feel and in which ways they will react. While doing Socratic seminars we kind of get to bond with each other in away to be honest that the only time us as a senior class get to interact with different kinds of people. Its funny right ? We all in the same class and don't interact with each other. Doing Socratic seminars give us a chance to challenge one another without being spiteful and mean towards each other. I t has its pros and cons  but it helps us and i believe it can have a positive effect on what we will do in the future . for ex . Essays , reports,college  etc GOOD JOB Ms.Hegaman